IM CRAZY OVER AKI HOSHINO

Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...

MOVING ON

exams is over

a part of my burden is lifted

starting of a new era

sucky stuffs happen

but i just have to move on...

after the olevels. everybody is merry making and celebration. as for me, i am just drunking myself in sober. however, drinking does not help me to forget, this sucks the most.things always do not go with what i had expected. all of the plannings were just shattered just like this. all of these things happen too fast. but who to blame? i am just too rash and anonymous is just not ready to take on all of these at one go. who to blame but to myself, for being impatient and rash.
well i guess this is life. things come and go easily, if you dont grab it by its tail, it will just be gone for god knows when. i guess both of us is just not ready and too young for all these stuffs.however it sucks to have this feeling, nobody loves it.
thanks to sikai and stella who accmopanied me in drinking even though stella didnt, i really appriciate it, at least i can forget abt some of the sucky feelings.no use crying over spilt milk, all i can do now is just move on.


we'll carry on...

i guess this song perfectly express what i wanted to do. most probably is my heart song at the moment.

Rain - Move On



i will move on but i will wait till the day comes when i can stand by your side.

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