Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Last posted@10:33 pm
Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...
WELCOME TO GETTING BACK ON TRACK
still trying to get back on track for myself, trying to get over it. i realised that my short-tempered-ness is coming back.
until now im am still backtracking about what happpened these few days. it is amazing in such a short time, my life is entirely changed. the only thing i hoped for now is just to stay in contact with them through email and messenger.
v ncent AFTERMATHunfogettable
with love, Vincent
Last posted@5:11 am
Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...
WELCOME TO THE ORDEAL phase 2
cant sleep, i just simply cant sleep... what to do... i cant thinking about them. cant stop thinking about the times we been together like going for dinner at canton restaurant at chijmes, cant stop thinking the day when i pluck up my courage and watched horror movie with them, cant stop thinking the day when i went to their house to celebrate their late day at work, cant stop thinking about the day i went to their house again to take my jap book back and also help them out in their house cleaning, cant stop thinking about their faces when i gave them my presents and last of all i cant stop thinking about them when we are parting at the airpot.
now i am wondering is thinking about them a good thing or a bad thing... will them still remember me as their friends? will them still recognise me when i go kyoto find them? will them think about the days we have been together? see... i am thinking too much again...
right now... inside me... it is still in sober, now i wonder do i still have the motivation to work at the hotel again...??
wakalanai...
v ncent AFTERMATHunforgettable
with love, Vincent
Last posted@12:54 am
Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...
WELCOME TO THE ORDEAL
the pain is excruciating...
it is really too fast...
everything happen really too fast...
as i saw cheryl had unlimited tears rolling down during the parting... i felt kinda jealous..
jealous of her having tears rolling down because i cant. i just stood there ... there experiencing excruciating pain inside me. however there is a barrier that stopped me from having tears rolling down. i guess it really sucked to say goodbyes eh... things come and go just like that...
fuck man...
v ncent AFTERMATHunforgettable
with love, Vincent
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Last posted@3:13 pm
Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...
WELCOME TO THE LAST DAY
today is the day
the day they are leaving singapore. feeling kinda broken, as if some part of me is taking away.
i am wonder whether the days after today, will i still be my usual self? or am i going to change entirely into a different person. much more like a jeak? well... only time will tell...
im still preparing for everything today, hoping to make the day that they wouldnt ever forget.
0 days left ... today is the day...
v ncent AFTERMATH
with love, Vincent
Monday, January 29, 2007
Last posted@11:34 pm
Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...
WELCOME TO THE PREPARATION
today is the day that i prepared for the day that is coming tomorrow...
tomorrow is the 30th...
tomorrow is the last day that saeko and junko will be in singapore...
tomorrow my life will change entirely...
tomorrow will be one of the big event in my life...
tomorrow will be one of the days that i would never forget...
i have to prepare what is coming for tomorrow...
literally... psychologically...
prepare for yourselves... vincent...
1 day left...
v ncent AFTERMATH
with love, Vincent
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Last posted@11:36 pm
Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...
WELCOME TO THE MEMORY LANE
about this title today, i dunno why i put this, but as i was thinking of the title of the day, this word just pop up in my mind...`memory lane...` i dunno why but i think most probably my sub-consious mind is telling me that something is going to leave a very deep impact to my life.
to me, my memory is just like a stretch of never ending road that have many districts, this districts are like my choices, like whether to pluck up the courage to speak up to get to know someone and have my life change or just keep quiet in sober, repeating my life over and over again.
life is just like a story, the stuffs that you meet and see has an end, nothing last forever. i cant believe i have to say this again...but we just have to move on.
just to joint down what happen today... bacially today i went to saeko's house to take my japanese learning book, because previously i went to her house and forget to bring back home. however, today is really a great day, cause saeko, junko and i really chatted alot. we chatted from 12.30am to 5am. non-spot chatting thought the whole night even chatted about personal matters.
i also helped out them in cleaning their house cause it would be their last day in that apartment... really enjoyed it
2 days left
v ncent AFTERMATH
with love, Vincent
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Last posted@12:26 am
Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...
WELCOME TO THE COUNTDOWN
i dont know why but it seems life is seriously cruel
especially time. time always goes very fast when you are enjoying it and it goes super slow when u loathe it. and whats worst, it goes super fast when the things that you love most is fading away.
damn it man...
it is getting super close...
and i just wish that i have more time to do what i want, not just sitting around waiting for it to fade slowly.
it is like a slow poison injected inside me, slowly eating up each and everything that i have.
sometimes i really want to say F life.
3 days left...
v ncent AFTERMATH
with love, Vincent
Friday, January 26, 2007
Last posted@1:28 am
Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...
WELCOME TO THE MEETING
today is the last day that saeko san and junko san will be working at the hotel. now i really agree with other people that says `saying goodbye seems to be the hardest words` but neverthless people must move on right? if not we will be stuck having a square life over and over again, nobody wanna live through that life right? i doubt even bill gates want a life like that, just keep earning money, maybe he should spare his money for the whole world?? anyway, away with my random thoughts and back to the story.
right now i am over at their apartment just slacking and celebrating her last day in her workplace with junko and cheryl. we are just lazing around, watching tv and eating last night snacks and drank some wine. to be serious, im feeling a bit giddy around here, it seems like my eyes are playing tricks like spinning round and round. but dont get me wrong, at least i am still concious over myself and still can control myself.
well... the devlivery has arrived, it is back to eating!!! いただきます！！！
4 days left...
v ncent AFTERMATH
with love, Vincent
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Last posted@11:37 am
Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...
WELCOME TO THE UNFORGETTABLES
5 days left...
with love, Vincent
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Last posted@12:24 am
Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...
WELCOME TO THE NEW CLICK
today is a very wonderful day for me because i got to know more friends.
today after my work around 8pm, i went to have dinner with saeko , junko and two of their friends , cheryl and a great japanese guy ( i forgotten his name =P) at chimes , lei's restaurant. by the way, saeko and junko are the wonderful japanese girls whome i met at my workplace, the fullerton. sadly they are leaving at the 30th , back to their hometown, kyoto, because they came to singapore for 6 months for training in hotel management.
anyway... i went to have dinner with them at lei's restaurant and it is really a day i couldnt forget. firstly... i went out with saeko and junko... secondly i got to know a wonderful girl named cheryl, she is currently studying in her 4th year in university and she is a singaporean who speak fluent japanese and even though i do not understand 3/4 of what they are saying, i still really had a jolly good time at there. i just hope time will stop and they wouldnt have to go back to japan ... tht sounds a bit too selfish eh?
v ncent AFTERMATH
with love, Vincent
Monday, January 08, 2007
Last posted@9:16 pm
Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...
WELCOME TO THE OBSESSION
just bought my new ayumi's cd a few days ago... and there is only one thing i can say about it, absolutely fabulious and 'kakcoii' (cool) !! i even have her poster!!!
and this is one of my fav song in her album : beautiful fighters
even though i dont understand what the deuce ayumi is singing, but as long as the song is nice ... what the heck. haha. i m really crazed over japanese, i hope i can really go to japan in places like tokyo, hokkaido and lastly kyoto (so saeko-san can bring me to a tour around her own hometown =p)
v ncent AFTERMATH
with love, Vincent