IM CRAZY OVER AKI HOSHINO

Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...

WELCOME TO EVER BAD NEWS TOPIC BLOG

i dont know why but when ever i blog about something, it is usually bad news to me and always.

lets recap what shitty things happen to me.

1. Coping in school is still as hell as ever.

2. My Dad was recently admitted to the hospital for having stones in the gall bladder. After operations, he was still having stomach pains.

3. Im still having silly quarrels with my family due to some stupid reason and my intolerance.

4. Felt that friends are drifting away slowly.

5. The girl i have a crush on seems to be avoiding me started from just a simple gift to her.

i know these things are not as bad to most people, but to me, these problems have been so common to me ever since god knows when. And ya especially the girl part, every girls that i seems to have a crush on , always avoid me, where else i can be superbly good with other girls in which i dont have a crush on. weird izzint it? Well i guess i just cocks up whenever the one special is around. These have been so common that when my friend told me that she is avoiding me, i was like "lol, i knew it". Guess i am really too used to it that i can even laugh.

sometimes i really want to say "fuck it" to life, life really sucks to the core. When ever something bad hits you, it hits you rock bottom.

fuck it...




Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...

WELCOME TO ANOTHER END

monday 2/7/2007 is another unforgettable day. it marks the day of yoshikane-san and ikoma-san's departure back to japan. The feeling is exactly the same as last time when hamaya-san and kawamura-san's departure. the feeling of not letting them go... the feeling is really sucks to the core. its like whenever i stepped into the airport, i though of them. now i feel that airport is the worst place ever made. so far... it has beeen a sorrow to me. everytime i go to the airport is to see my belovered friends go away. i guess almost everyone experienced this before. And for me to go visit them at japan is also very hard for me. partly ofn several reasons like cash, school. i so want to see them again, with yoshikane, ikoma, hamaya and kawamura-san together again. its like they developed a sister-brother relationship with me, it really felt that they were my sisters. not just any ordinary sisters, but japanese sisters, older then me by 10 yr old sisters, who treated me like their real little brother.

right now, i still can rmb the days when the bubbly ikoma-san was having fun and i also cant forget yoshikane-san introducing me MR CHILDREN, which i got hooked on instantly. frankly speaking, i became a jap fanatic, but not because of all those stupid animes which hooked regular people, i am different. i am hooked into jap because of them, they changed my life. i am sure i wont forget them and always.

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