IM CRAZY OVER AKI HOSHINO

Dear Aki Hoshino,
I'm ...

WELCOME TO REALISED

being school for like 2 years. made friends here and there. from my course and also from other course too. had a few good friends here and there. but not to the extend of being like very looked upon to.

i think without an idiot telling me, i would also know the reasons behind it. its my attitude and its always my attitude. i get pissed easily, irritated easily, greedy, arrogant. whatelse? i guess there is more. and oh ya. i irritate others too. i guess im a ultimate jackass eh? no wonder people dont really call me out and stuffs unless i initiate the meeting.

i get pissed when someone dont always go well. get pissed when there is last minute cancellation (even though it happens all the time) . but what to do. others have something better to do then just to go out. you cant just tell others forcefully to go out with you or something, or control his/her mind. and i really cant hide from others that im pissed. cause its so easy to see vincent gets pissed when he just suddenly gone quiet from the usual noisy one.

i really shld start appreciate my friends around me. i shld change myself for the better...

why is it always me...

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